Usually,and Biblically pag may ginawang masama sayo ang isang tao, (or kapag binato ka ng bato), treat them kindly pa rin daw (...batuhin mo ng tinapay!)
Sige.
pano kung nalaman mo na yung isang kaibigan mo (or used to be) na pinagsasabihan mo ng sikreto about your deep seated pain about your supposed love turned out to betray you?
Nagsabi ka ng feelings. On how you felt bad.On your bitterness.And you confessed.everything.
Then one day, naging sila nung taong mahal mo.And one day doesn't mean na naghintay yung kaibigan mo ng isang taon before nya patusin yung nanakit sayo.It took your friend one week.Para maging sila.
So let's see. You pretend that you are still friends and you become kind and civil.Kasama nyo pa nga kumain yung ex-passion mo.
Ok lang?
E Pano kung di nila aminin sayo tapos mag-holding hands sila at maglapit ng mukha at magpakasweet sa harap mo?
And all this time hindi sila umaamin?
Babatuhin mo pa ba sila ng tinapay?
O tinapay na nakalagay sa garapon?
Monday, May 21, 2007
An Open Letter to the Thick-Faced Monster
My feathered-thick-faced monster,
You once again ruined my day.
I would like to thank you for making me realize how strong I am.How, in God's graciousness-He has given me the stomach that can digest your insipidity, and stupidity.
Lucky are those who have you as their friends-you make them realize taht at the end, they all have better lives.
Whenever you lead me on, I would like to think that I was special in your tarnished eyes. Yet now, i came to a point that yes, i am special-and your eyes remains tarnished.
The greatest thing you did, was to keep me hanging on till you drained the joy out of my everydays. Or so you thought.I just gave you a drop.of what it feels like to be connected with me.
You have bored me with your tasteless lies.
And you are the living proof that hell exists here on earth.
Now, it's my turn.starting tomorrow, you are going to make that one last proverbial wish-that you wish you were never born.I am going to make sure that you are going to live the antithesis of bliss and freedom.
Welcome to my world.Troglodyte.
You once again ruined my day.
I would like to thank you for making me realize how strong I am.How, in God's graciousness-He has given me the stomach that can digest your insipidity, and stupidity.
Lucky are those who have you as their friends-you make them realize taht at the end, they all have better lives.
Whenever you lead me on, I would like to think that I was special in your tarnished eyes. Yet now, i came to a point that yes, i am special-and your eyes remains tarnished.
The greatest thing you did, was to keep me hanging on till you drained the joy out of my everydays. Or so you thought.I just gave you a drop.of what it feels like to be connected with me.
You have bored me with your tasteless lies.
And you are the living proof that hell exists here on earth.
Now, it's my turn.starting tomorrow, you are going to make that one last proverbial wish-that you wish you were never born.I am going to make sure that you are going to live the antithesis of bliss and freedom.
Welcome to my world.Troglodyte.
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Life and Love in General
Life and Love are separate entities joined by an unmistakable force known as logic.
anyone who is not aware of this can either be tagged as a virgin or as a person who doesn't know how it is to truly love a person.
my world is entangled by an endless clamor for the absolute.but how can you find something or someone when you refuse yourself to see the truth?
most often than not, the people i know are blinded by too much light that they tend to hide in the dark truth that they want to believe in.
they forget to realize that the bigger the light is-the greater their shadow is.the greater shadow there is-the more you are able to realize the greatest gift of purity-of love.
Love is Life.But Life doesn't necessarily mean Love.If both are premises to each others' conclusion-it would be a world without questions-pain-hurt-learning-shadows....
anyone who is not aware of this can either be tagged as a virgin or as a person who doesn't know how it is to truly love a person.
my world is entangled by an endless clamor for the absolute.but how can you find something or someone when you refuse yourself to see the truth?
most often than not, the people i know are blinded by too much light that they tend to hide in the dark truth that they want to believe in.
they forget to realize that the bigger the light is-the greater their shadow is.the greater shadow there is-the more you are able to realize the greatest gift of purity-of love.
Love is Life.But Life doesn't necessarily mean Love.If both are premises to each others' conclusion-it would be a world without questions-pain-hurt-learning-shadows....
A Contented Implosion of Freedom: The Ethereal Mind Speaks Out to Itself
It is true. Sometimes when you have given too much and maybe thrown everything out of your best-something inside of you just switches off. Then suddenly you realize that for the longest time that you haven't thought much about yourself-you miss giving yourself the right kind of attention and love.You have deprived yourself so much that you do not want to be happy alone. But man, in his unending search for contentment and purpose-realizes the importance of his worth-with, or without someone.
No, you are not bitter. You have had too much bitter experience for you to even think that you are sourgraping at the least.Right now you are enjoying what you should have had before.Freedom to explore does not end when you have committed yourself into another entity.Instead, you respect each others entity and individuality without ruining the sense of what you have committed yourself into.
Yes.You are now loving yourself.More than ever. When people say "take care"-it pierces your heart knowing that yes, you will take care of yourself.Cause after being shattered,who else will?
No one can make you happy until you allow yourself to be. Happiness will always be a state of mind.More of an involuntary decision than a voluntary will. Nonetheless, it still is relative.
Freedom means letting go of the past-be it hurting or worth remembering. Moving on does not only mean you have to set yourself apart from the pain, but every bliss your mundane yesterday has brought about.
Contentment?Yes there is, but it is an unending search for a parallel perspective as to where you are and where you want to be.No one has the monopoly of tears and smiles.Every now and then, as tides turn and events unfold-one is always happier than the other.When you learn to accept that you can be happier for others, your journey towards the unconditional begins.
Freedom starts when you start respecting yourself.When you have forgiven yourself everytime you think that happiness is for everyone else first. Living without thinking that you are breathing . Making every move without counting the ways. When you have become carelessly sane and illogical.
Some people think this is impossible.Some people perhaps never believed.or maybe they arer afraid to stand amidst it all.Risks may not be evrerything, but it is the surest way to gauge as to how far you can take and break.
This is an implosion of freedom.When the mind becomes too wide to think of everything under the sun.Yet too shallow to compress everything in abstract.
As with experience, you never get the point-but you learn something-bit by bit.
And then you can say-that everything is worth it.
No, you are not bitter. You have had too much bitter experience for you to even think that you are sourgraping at the least.Right now you are enjoying what you should have had before.Freedom to explore does not end when you have committed yourself into another entity.Instead, you respect each others entity and individuality without ruining the sense of what you have committed yourself into.
Yes.You are now loving yourself.More than ever. When people say "take care"-it pierces your heart knowing that yes, you will take care of yourself.Cause after being shattered,who else will?
No one can make you happy until you allow yourself to be. Happiness will always be a state of mind.More of an involuntary decision than a voluntary will. Nonetheless, it still is relative.
Freedom means letting go of the past-be it hurting or worth remembering. Moving on does not only mean you have to set yourself apart from the pain, but every bliss your mundane yesterday has brought about.
Contentment?Yes there is, but it is an unending search for a parallel perspective as to where you are and where you want to be.No one has the monopoly of tears and smiles.Every now and then, as tides turn and events unfold-one is always happier than the other.When you learn to accept that you can be happier for others, your journey towards the unconditional begins.
Freedom starts when you start respecting yourself.When you have forgiven yourself everytime you think that happiness is for everyone else first. Living without thinking that you are breathing . Making every move without counting the ways. When you have become carelessly sane and illogical.
Some people think this is impossible.Some people perhaps never believed.or maybe they arer afraid to stand amidst it all.Risks may not be evrerything, but it is the surest way to gauge as to how far you can take and break.
This is an implosion of freedom.When the mind becomes too wide to think of everything under the sun.Yet too shallow to compress everything in abstract.
As with experience, you never get the point-but you learn something-bit by bit.
And then you can say-that everything is worth it.
The Psychic Vampire
I am so tired of hearing out stories that do not interest me.
They drain my energy.Much to my angst-drain my cerebral cortex.so if you do not have anything good to talk about, much more if i cannot relate to any story (or characters in your story)-please do not be specific and tell me the nitty gritty.
Yet i am the type of person who finds it hard to shoo away people of this sort.I am too kind and illogical to do that.Oh yes, and i can be sensitive to insensitive people as well. So, this is sort of a preface to people who want to delve into the chapters of my life and personality.
So here's some of the typical characteristics of the Psychic Vampire:
1. They tell you several things about their lives but you are not close, or at least you used to be.
2. They mention a lot of names, and persons whom you haven't met.
3. They tell you part two of the stories which they thought they've already told you, or they tell you stories they have already told you-twice.
4. They think you understand them.
5. You are trying hard to understand them.
6. They are not reading this.
7. You wish they are reading this.
8. when you are with them, you suddenly wish you were busy working.
Bottomline is-you are disinterested. So unlike me, i suggest you start cleaning up these people so they won't affect anyone else.Be responsible and be good.Help me and be humane.
Do the right thing.
They drain my energy.Much to my angst-drain my cerebral cortex.so if you do not have anything good to talk about, much more if i cannot relate to any story (or characters in your story)-please do not be specific and tell me the nitty gritty.
Yet i am the type of person who finds it hard to shoo away people of this sort.I am too kind and illogical to do that.Oh yes, and i can be sensitive to insensitive people as well. So, this is sort of a preface to people who want to delve into the chapters of my life and personality.
So here's some of the typical characteristics of the Psychic Vampire:
1. They tell you several things about their lives but you are not close, or at least you used to be.
2. They mention a lot of names, and persons whom you haven't met.
3. They tell you part two of the stories which they thought they've already told you, or they tell you stories they have already told you-twice.
4. They think you understand them.
5. You are trying hard to understand them.
6. They are not reading this.
7. You wish they are reading this.
8. when you are with them, you suddenly wish you were busy working.
Bottomline is-you are disinterested. So unlike me, i suggest you start cleaning up these people so they won't affect anyone else.Be responsible and be good.Help me and be humane.
Do the right thing.
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