Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Life and Love in General

Life and Love are separate entities joined by an unmistakable force known as logic.
anyone who is not aware of this can either be tagged as a virgin or as a person who doesn't know how it is to truly love a person.
my world is entangled by an endless clamor for the absolute.but how can you find something or someone when you refuse yourself to see the truth?
most often than not, the people i know are blinded by too much light that they tend to hide in the dark truth that they want to believe in.
they forget to realize that the bigger the light is-the greater their shadow is.the greater shadow there is-the more you are able to realize the greatest gift of purity-of love.
Love is Life.But Life doesn't necessarily mean Love.If both are premises to each others' conclusion-it would be a world without questions-pain-hurt-learning-shadows....

A Contented Implosion of Freedom: The Ethereal Mind Speaks Out to Itself

It is true. Sometimes when you have given too much and maybe thrown everything out of your best-something inside of you just switches off. Then suddenly you realize that for the longest time that you haven't thought much about yourself-you miss giving yourself the right kind of attention and love.You have deprived yourself so much that you do not want to be happy alone. But man, in his unending search for contentment and purpose-realizes the importance of his worth-with, or without someone.
No, you are not bitter. You have had too much bitter experience for you to even think that you are sourgraping at the least.Right now you are enjoying what you should have had before.Freedom to explore does not end when you have committed yourself into another entity.Instead, you respect each others entity and individuality without ruining the sense of what you have committed yourself into.
Yes.You are now loving yourself.More than ever. When people say "take care"-it pierces your heart knowing that yes, you will take care of yourself.Cause after being shattered,who else will?
No one can make you happy until you allow yourself to be. Happiness will always be a state of mind.More of an involuntary decision than a voluntary will. Nonetheless, it still is relative.
Freedom means letting go of the past-be it hurting or worth remembering. Moving on does not only mean you have to set yourself apart from the pain, but every bliss your mundane yesterday has brought about.
Contentment?Yes there is, but it is an unending search for a parallel perspective as to where you are and where you want to be.No one has the monopoly of tears and smiles.Every now and then, as tides turn and events unfold-one is always happier than the other.When you learn to accept that you can be happier for others, your journey towards the unconditional begins.
Freedom starts when you start respecting yourself.When you have forgiven yourself everytime you think that happiness is for everyone else first. Living without thinking that you are breathing . Making every move without counting the ways. When you have become carelessly sane and illogical.
Some people think this is impossible.Some people perhaps never believed.or maybe they arer afraid to stand amidst it all.Risks may not be evrerything, but it is the surest way to gauge as to how far you can take and break.
This is an implosion of freedom.When the mind becomes too wide to think of everything under the sun.Yet too shallow to compress everything in abstract.
As with experience, you never get the point-but you learn something-bit by bit.
And then you can say-that everything is worth it.

The Psychic Vampire

I am so tired of hearing out stories that do not interest me.

They drain my energy.Much to my angst-drain my cerebral cortex.so if you do not have anything good to talk about, much more if i cannot relate to any story (or characters in your story)-please do not be specific and tell me the nitty gritty.

Yet i am the type of person who finds it hard to shoo away people of this sort.I am too kind and illogical to do that.Oh yes, and i can be sensitive to insensitive people as well. So, this is sort of a preface to people who want to delve into the chapters of my life and personality.

So here's some of the typical characteristics of the Psychic Vampire:

1. They tell you several things about their lives but you are not close, or at least you used to be.
2. They mention a lot of names, and persons whom you haven't met.
3. They tell you part two of the stories which they thought they've already told you, or they tell you stories they have already told you-twice.
4. They think you understand them.
5. You are trying hard to understand them.
6. They are not reading this.
7. You wish they are reading this.
8. when you are with them, you suddenly wish you were busy working.

Bottomline is-you are disinterested. So unlike me, i suggest you start cleaning up these people so they won't affect anyone else.Be responsible and be good.Help me and be humane.

Do the right thing.